5.27.2009

he loves me, he loves me not




i think i talk entirely too much.
i mean when i'm nervous.
and tonight, around him, i was nervous.

i just kept babbling.
"please," i thought. "just stop with the nonsense."
but there was no stopping my mouth.
i was on a roll.
down a long steep hill.

oh i hope i didn't sound so incredibly silly.

i hope his dad thought i was a nice girl.
because that is mostly what i think will put me over the edge.
i mean to win his heart.

no, i couldn't have said anything too dumb.
because i think a first date is in our future.
and it may involve a picnic of sorts.

i hope i'm not in way over my head with this.

but goodness, i really like him.