5.27.2009
he loves me, he loves me not
i think i talk entirely too much.
i mean when i'm nervous.
and tonight, around him, i was nervous.
i just kept babbling.
"please," i thought. "just stop with the nonsense."
but there was no stopping my mouth.
i was on a roll.
down a long steep hill.
oh i hope i didn't sound so incredibly silly.
i hope his dad thought i was a nice girl.
because that is mostly what i think will put me over the edge.
i mean to win his heart.
no, i couldn't have said anything too dumb.
because i think a first date is in our future.
and it may involve a picnic of sorts.
i hope i'm not in way over my head with this.
but goodness, i really like him.